Wanting to sow my wild oats

I might seem to some that I’m a bastard but i’m not because i’m a man who has feeling too.My feelings are so strong that I want to sow my wild oats for that feeling.But I have the feelings to stay wil //meelp.com/blog/666661/post_3644372.html?ANON_CONFIRM=TRUE Gaylene:Despite this, the other half of the time she would be completely to [...]
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Penni:
And we had sex right before the break up.
(21 December 2016)

Penni:
And I don't understand why he has sex with me if it's against his religion.
(21 December 2016)

Penni:
In the beginning, I asked him if I was a problem.
(21 December 2016)

Penni:
He has been distance for the last week, but I only thought he was busy with his exams.
(21 December 2016)

Penni:
It was his birthday, I baked him cake and bought him my favorite perfume, I expected a wonderful day.
(21 December 2016)

Penni:
He told me he is muslim and he shouldn't have sex (even if he did with me), that he shouldn't date.
(21 December 2016)

Penni:
He cried and told me that he fought with his father the night before who told him either he breaks up with me, or either they never want to hear from him again.
(21 December 2016)

Penni:
At first, I thought he was embarrassed by me, but then yesterday he told me everything.
(21 December 2016)

Penni:
He always hid me from his friends and family.
(21 December 2016)

Penni:
He was the perfect boyfriend, he made me feel safe and comfortable and made me attached to him.
(21 December 2016)